30 day SHRED

Jillian is here. If I can, I will start tonight!

Progress

I was better this weekend than most. Not my best. But, I did go out to eat on Saturday. And instead of getting the worst thing on the menu... I got chicken breast and broccoli with a Margarita of course! On Monday, I read lots of motivating posts and want to share my two favorite ladies with you. First is Tara. She's young, and I love how honest she is. Really puts things in perspective for me. Secondly is Samantha! Her motivation is inspiring. It's all about progress not perfection. Go check them out and Happy Tuesday!

RGIII

Happy Friday! The office closes early the Friday's before holidays. So yay to 90 minutes of alone time today! Very much appreciated and NEEDED! I think I will do all the girly things before I get home today. I did order Jillian Michael's 30 day shred yesterday. My gym doesn't open til 6am, which is definitely not enough time for me to get ready and take the kids to school before 7am. So I am determined to do the SHRED once I get it everyday at 5am. I CAN do it! In hubby news, I benched RGIII this week. I almost teared when it looked like he was about to score:( The gamble of fantasy football, grrr! I suck most of the time, but I do enjoy sharing in the excitement with my husband. What do you you all to connect with the hubby? A shutout to all our vets! Have a great weekend! 

**I ate hot cheetos, fun-size baby ruths (3 of them), and fries last night** A.C.C.O.U.N.T.A.B.I.L.I.T.Y. sucks! bye bye denial!

Dr. Coach

No, que, no. I'm baaaack! So, I made my doctor appointment today for November 21st at 8:30 am, yay yay! That's actually 1 month after my initial appointment with him :) Yes, I have a male primary physician. I also had a male OB/GYN. Male doctors just really put me at ease. Less judgmental, you know, since they DON'T really know what it's like to be a woman. LOL, really! I had a female family doctor and never ever followed up with anything. This guy actually motivates me. Must be my momma issues. She wore pants in the house as a kid. And I just don't take direction from women well...WOW, totally sidetracking. More importantly, I ate a bag of Ruffles and a Reece's peanut butter cup last night during my husband's softball game! Sunflower seeds just aren't my thing! No real chewing involved. I'm back at it again. Drinking my water and grocery shopping after work! See how that goes, I know I CAN make better choices. 

I can, I can, I can, I CAN!!!!

Yesterday, I sat through my Weight Management orientation. WTF, who knew these existed. DAMN! I actually teared up sitting in between my kids thinking HOW THE HELL have i done this to myself?! Don't I love myself? What the eff is wrong with me? Am I really sitting in a weight management class...Well, safe to say this is going to be a very emotional journey for me. I have let myself go for many reasons...excuses, really! I matter, I am beautiful. AND I CAN NOT put this off another day. The program I want to pursue is EXTREMELY expensive BUT sooo EASY for me. I was down to jump in last night and pay an insane amount of $$$ to get started, but I decided to sleep on it. Give myself some credit. I did graduate from college. I can plan. shit. out. So I am going to order 2 -weeks of the prescribed shakes. And follow the plan without a professional. And this is where this beeeeautiful blog comes in...and I will hold myself accountable to the ZERO readers I have and to my pretend friends until I can afford the actual program I want to enroll in next year. HERE GOES nothing! My first task it schedule a doctor's visit to complete all the required labs to start the program. Then up my FSA contribution to cover my costs for my program next year! 2014 you will be my bitch!!!!